To Ella, my honey...chicken

So yeah last night i decided to try COFFEE AGAIN. Big mis-fucking-steak.

I didnt sleep until 6pm today. WHAT THEEEEEEEEE FUUUUUUUUCK

So you're probably wondering

"like omfg matt, ur the coolest guy i know what activities were you doing during that time so i can totally copy you"

And heres what i did.

That night i drank 2 litres of milk. Kind of pointless since i chucked a mad shit in the morning and it just all disappeared anyway. Metabolism - Check.

Poor Ella, her nose is running even though its got no feet :(. I hope she catches up cuz i need something to pinch and poke :)

Ate the shittest honey chicken aswell last night during my coffee hype. Usually honey chicken is like this staple godly food that is never bad. But this honey chicken was fucking BAD. Like not the good bad but the bad bad.

Anyways thats it for my day. I'd blog more but it'd be unfair to blog longer then i've slept bwahahaha.

Meg Ryan Would Play You In The Movie

We all have our awesome trademarks. Just cuz i'm bored i'm gnna name a few with the help of maria and stephen.

Thomas - Ur lazy (MORE LIKE LAZER? :D) eye. Evil-eye Tomato.

Peter - Ur amazingly straight (gay) bakery and unmatched drawing skeels. Midwife-Penguyen

Tim - Ur superior glasses, intelligence, lectures and ur luvo pose. Doctor-Timmi

Stephen - The cheekbones, yep, the fucking cheekbones. Cheekboner-Steph

Lawrence - The dead cat hair, but at least when straightened it looks a bit more..LIVELY haha. More-girly-then-the-girls-in-our-group-Lawrie

Maria - The incredibly smooth straight hair, soft cheeks and happy atti-chewed. You can always tell maria's mood and thoughts through her tone of voice >=]. Don't forget your luvo pose too HA
Happy-Pappy Mar Mar (stolen from Susan hehe)

Nelson - Ur incredibly aggressive (but funny) outbursts of rage. Rager-Neslo

Phil - Ur sleepy state when sleepy, and angry face when normal :P. Sleeping-Rager-Phil

Minh - Extremely passive (pedo) nature. Pedo-Ruku-Minh

As for me. I guess i'll let you guys decide :)

Emotionally Motivated Output

So lately there seems to be a big flood of emo surging through my system.
But what exactly is emo. People nowadays refer it to being short for the word 'emotional'.
But emo was a genre of music, being 'emotive hardcore', and dictated a distinct branch of rock. As time passed, the definition of emo changed. Will emo ever be the same?

It's interesting how some things can be linear and some things go in circles. You'd expect friendships to always move forward but the way i see it... it goes in circles.
You fight, you make up and then go back to being friends again. I guess i'm really grateful for that.

I guess in that sense, friends are like sheep. Not just because they follow you and you follow them but because the wool will always grow and build up until you just have to shear it all off. It becomes ugly for a bit, but you just gotta wait til it cools off and returns to being the cute sheep it was before.

So all in all i can say that i appreciate all my friends. They're all special to me and no matter how big a fight, i'll never walk away.

Cuz i've never heard of turning 360 degrees to walk away. Unless its an Xbox 360.

The Weatherman

So yeah today was a pretty good day. Spending time with some close friends just for the sake of spending time with them. No motives, no drink ups, no nothing.

Especially after the past few days i guess it was a good remedy. On the other hand i cant shake the feeling that i'm using this as an attempt to avoid the problem. Even when i was hanging out with the others it was all dwelling on my mind.

But i guess we're all our own weatherman.
On screen we appear to be happy and problem free. The truth is, we all have our problems and sometimes it's just too much to handle. You press your luck on the neck of regret and distress and it's not til it goes so far that it becomes so easy to vomit the words rather then choke.

So i'd like to thank:
Lawrence for taking me today
Stephen for driving and being there
Nelson for letting us goto his house
Bell for being Bell

Finally i'd like to say. Even though everyones told me i've done everything i can do, i don't believe thats the case and i wouldn't quit even if everyone else quit.
Because uneasy hearts weigh the most.

Same thing we do every night pinky

I'm writing this post at 1:45am even though the timer on this fucking site is so off.
Since i already know how the days gnna go i figured i might as well write todays blog now rather then later.

So yeah gnna wake up at 7am, problems sleeping again i can feel it, and gnna jump on my computer right after. Guess i'll try to get some uni work done for once. Won't be going out today thats for sure and the rest of the day is just another average backstab-a-friend-go-away-and-never-turn-back day...and the sentence trails off.

Just so happens that i'm listening to "Don't jump the shark before you save the whale - Broadway" and fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck some of the lyrics really dictate how i feel.

I just wish the last line of the song would apply to me...

M is for Matthew, but also Movies!!!

So yeah woke up at like 10am. Next thing i know its 11:37 and the trains just arrived on the platform. HELLO MARIA!!! stupid fucking tinted train windows.

Head over to circular quay (qway not key) meet up with Umbr-ella and make our way to the Ferry (MOAR LIKE FAIRY AMIRITE?)
Had some Volcano CHA-HAN at some ramen resturaunt shit, They sure put the volcano in volcano cha-han cuz that shit sure was erupting (with SPICE! :D)

Honourable mentions to Bon-yetta and Jennipho for showing up. You guys are like the third thumb to my two thumbs up.

Went to watch Inglourious Basterds. Highly recommended for anyone that likes me, which is everyone...cuz thats how good the movie is...
Not gnna talk about the movie since i don't wanna release any spoilers, you guys can use wiki for that.

Pretty alright day i must say. Sounds short but thats just cuz tim took like 3 hours to shop again, but thats 3 hours i get to spend with my bestest besties in the best best =]

The virus is still hurting, but not as much. Guess we'll just have to wait for the results to come back.

Good luck stephen, you're already half way there. Half way there. Half way there. If i had a tumour, i'd name it after you and never get it removed.

Thanks:
Tim for coming today on such short notice
Ella for letting me feel you up
Maria for letting me tag along on the ferry and train
Bon-yetta for being Bon-yetta
Jennipho for being Jennipho
Lawrence...fuck off

On a final note, i've been going out too much.
Seems like all i make for dinner now is reservations HA!

Looks like this Bell has been Dong'd

So yeah i decided to actually write a blog about my day!!
WOOOOO!
The day started out pretty average. Just an average blood test and an average skipping uni day. And then an average make-your-mum-who's-recovering-from-a-broken-arm hold the milk day.

The fun began when we went to Cabra station!!! You can always tell when Bell's nearby, when all you hear is changing gears and i guess skidding and crash and burn. She gave Stephen and Nelson a lift about 10 cm's away to their car. What a generous person!

We went out for dinner at Cock's hill. Pretty decent but that stupid cunt Lawrence had to be like "OMG guys im gnna be a rebel and not bring ID" Which ended with him getting kicked the fuck out. Haha bitches, laugh at my crappy photo ID card all u want but at least i'll still get in.

Then we decided to go bowling and laser tag after. Like OMFG Laser tag. Storm Shadow snuck up on Bell too well and she couldn't handle the excitement so she tried to knock herself out by running into a wall. DONG!! XD and yes, laser tag is FUCKING tiring but at least i topped with a score of 4000!!! (total being 6000 in my team of failures) I always was good at first person shooters! :D

Thanks everyone for coming today! Sorry if i infect you all with my dangerous virus ay?
Thanks to Maria for the lift home!! I always do love our talks. And I'll see YOU tomorrow ;)

Now im on skype with my skype gang chillaxing while writing this gay-ass-shit blog.

But yeah
Laser tag is just CS, without the lag

Starting out

So yeah my friend Lawrence decided to make a blog to follow in Maigoo's footsteps. So I thought "Hey why the fuck not" and decided to follow in lawrence's foosteps in maigoo's footsteps.
Pretty fucking bad ass ay?

And although I think its bad to always be a follower.
I guess you can say, "Following in ones footsteps avoids the minefields"