So yeah today was a pretty good day. Spending time with some close friends just for the sake of spending time with them. No motives, no drink ups, no nothing.
Especially after the past few days i guess it was a good remedy. On the other hand i cant shake the feeling that i'm using this as an attempt to avoid the problem. Even when i was hanging out with the others it was all dwelling on my mind.
But i guess we're all our own weatherman.
On screen we appear to be happy and problem free. The truth is, we all have our problems and sometimes it's just too much to handle. You press your luck on the neck of regret and distress and it's not til it goes so far that it becomes so easy to vomit the words rather then choke.
So i'd like to thank:
Lawrence for taking me today
Stephen for driving and being there
Nelson for letting us goto his house
Bell for being Bell
Finally i'd like to say. Even though everyones told me i've done everything i can do, i don't believe thats the case and i wouldn't quit even if everyone else quit.
Because uneasy hearts weigh the most.
Especially after the past few days i guess it was a good remedy. On the other hand i cant shake the feeling that i'm using this as an attempt to avoid the problem. Even when i was hanging out with the others it was all dwelling on my mind.
But i guess we're all our own weatherman.
On screen we appear to be happy and problem free. The truth is, we all have our problems and sometimes it's just too much to handle. You press your luck on the neck of regret and distress and it's not til it goes so far that it becomes so easy to vomit the words rather then choke.
So i'd like to thank:
Lawrence for taking me today
Stephen for driving and being there
Nelson for letting us goto his house
Bell for being Bell
Finally i'd like to say. Even though everyones told me i've done everything i can do, i don't believe thats the case and i wouldn't quit even if everyone else quit.
Because uneasy hearts weigh the most.
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